Happiness

Happiness, we all know of happiness, feel happiness and see happiness. Each of us defining it differently, looking at it in our own light. As a child, happiness is picture perfect, pure and untainted. We grow older, live different lives and experience feelings in our own ways. For us all, we have a reason why our outlooked changed, and meanings took a different shape. Myself, illness change my outlook and changed the shape of so many meanings and feelings. When fear and happiness changed to strength and fight that overwhelmed my being. Happiness began to feel like it came at a price that i cannot afford and choose to spend every last dime on my strength to fight and to gain the wisdom i so desperately needed. I could not de-code the challenges i stared in the face, and compensated with the idea that getting passed a hurdle, beating a challenge was happiness. Today I find myself with an extra dime, staring at my choices and to my surprise there is another choice for happiness. Maybe this dime will be one to change things up...