conversations with a camera
I am proud to say i have a big imagination and because of it, i dream big. living with a chronic illness i find i catch myself dreaming so big, that i wonder if i will be able to live up to this dream in my head. i thought i would grow out of the want to "change the world"but i didnt realize all i needed to do was change it to "make an impact ". i think if i try hard enough and put the work in maybe i could impact people or at least someone. originally when i started a youtube channel it was because i love to talk and instead of sitting here quietly with music blasting thru my headphones, i could sit alone and talk to a inanimate object.
"umm didnt realize how crazy weird that makes me sound lol.... anyways.."
it took a bit to not feel weird talking to a camera and also awhile to stop sounding so unnatural. i guess it takes actual skill to have a conversation with a camera. i had to remember that i would be the voice in a mobile device that someone on the other side of the screen would be listening to. I watch actual professional youtubers and i knew making an attempt with youtube would be some big shoes to try and fill and with all the pep talks i could possible give myself, i might never come to close to their level. But sink or swim, i jumped into the world of youtube. i have fun of course, filming and editing. for now its for me to look back on as i continue to try and find my way in life.
who really knows what the future will bring ?!
i hear people watch every youtube video i post and that makes me super excited and relieved because i wasnt sure how people would take it. its just the beginning but hopefully the story of my "sometimes" crazy life gets out there and people hear me. i know life can be so unexpected and full of ups and downs but fingers crossed its just as eventful as it is now, even though it can be really tough, i wouldnt change it !
thats all for now -Hannah
"umm didnt realize how crazy weird that makes me sound lol.... anyways.."
it took a bit to not feel weird talking to a camera and also awhile to stop sounding so unnatural. i guess it takes actual skill to have a conversation with a camera. i had to remember that i would be the voice in a mobile device that someone on the other side of the screen would be listening to. I watch actual professional youtubers and i knew making an attempt with youtube would be some big shoes to try and fill and with all the pep talks i could possible give myself, i might never come to close to their level. But sink or swim, i jumped into the world of youtube. i have fun of course, filming and editing. for now its for me to look back on as i continue to try and find my way in life.
who really knows what the future will bring ?!
i hear people watch every youtube video i post and that makes me super excited and relieved because i wasnt sure how people would take it. its just the beginning but hopefully the story of my "sometimes" crazy life gets out there and people hear me. i know life can be so unexpected and full of ups and downs but fingers crossed its just as eventful as it is now, even though it can be really tough, i wouldnt change it !
thats all for now -Hannah
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