Tomorrow

I think about the future probably more often then i should, in fact i think about a lot of things. I find myself overcome with thoughts of WHY. I used to ask myself why all the time and would exhaust myself in trying to find the answer. I now find i am constantly thinking about what the future holds, i just want to have an idea of whats to come. I know we don't have that luxury in life, though we all would pay to know a slight inclination of our future. I know i am different in the way all i want to know is whats in store health wise, i know my syndrome is always changing but i just want a heads up. Even so i continue to dream and aspire to things in life with the fear in the back of mind of will my syndrome allow me to do this in five years. I understand you are suppose to take it day by day and i try my best, its helped me accomplish and grow more in life than i ever thought i could four years ago.but its hard not to want to know what next week will hold let alone tomorrow. I talk to other women with pots syndrome and i hope sharing thoughts like this can help us to figure things out like this together and learn how to support each other through this maze of a life pots is for us. i hope talking about it can take the fear away from everyday life with such an unpredictable illness. It starts with us potsies but i want it to grow into something bigger than that.....

wish all the best to everyone reading and God Bless.
 - Hannah