my reason
It is amazing how fast your life can be turned upside down, i did not know it would be turned upside down more than once! Its started with finding out that i have P.O.T.S syndrome, that really knocked me off my feet. It took me awhile to stand back up and learn how to find my way around my new life. Through this maze i have felt like i have been stuck in the last few years, i have found my best self even though i still have to work on things. i have discovered the beauty in life and everyday is something to be thankful for.
I woke up the other day and it hit me. while in the hospital i discovered i am not having seizures nor is my brain being affected. I learned that with perseverance there actually is a doctor out there that wants to do what he can to help even though there might not be any answers. No matter what i have gone through there is a lesson that has come from it. I'm no one special nor am i really sick, my name is Hannah and i was faced with adversity and even though i struggle and find it hard to keep pushing sometimes. i found something to share with people and i finally found my reason in life. the reason i have been waiting for. i think my reason is to take what i have gone through and not only grow from it and learn from it but help other people realize that no matter what it may be. take the tough things in life as something meant to test you, push you and challenge you. and you will look back and see how much you have grown and how far you have come. everyone has a story and turns out we can help write it if we first accept it....
i want to apologize to those whom i pushed away and wasnt the friend i should of been to. i want to say sorry to myself for not accepting everything sooner because im only just discovering that it really isnt as bad as i thought it was. a huge thank you to everyone who read these blogs because it pushes me to write and writing is the best medicine for me.
God Bless
-Hannah
I woke up the other day and it hit me. while in the hospital i discovered i am not having seizures nor is my brain being affected. I learned that with perseverance there actually is a doctor out there that wants to do what he can to help even though there might not be any answers. No matter what i have gone through there is a lesson that has come from it. I'm no one special nor am i really sick, my name is Hannah and i was faced with adversity and even though i struggle and find it hard to keep pushing sometimes. i found something to share with people and i finally found my reason in life. the reason i have been waiting for. i think my reason is to take what i have gone through and not only grow from it and learn from it but help other people realize that no matter what it may be. take the tough things in life as something meant to test you, push you and challenge you. and you will look back and see how much you have grown and how far you have come. everyone has a story and turns out we can help write it if we first accept it....
i want to apologize to those whom i pushed away and wasnt the friend i should of been to. i want to say sorry to myself for not accepting everything sooner because im only just discovering that it really isnt as bad as i thought it was. a huge thank you to everyone who read these blogs because it pushes me to write and writing is the best medicine for me.
God Bless
-Hannah
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