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every so often i look back at the past and think about what my life was back then and what my life is like now. its crazy how much everything has changed and is still changing. the one thing im not accustomed to yet is the fact that one minute things are going great and im feeling good and next minute everything can hit the fan. its gets very frustrating sometimes when i think im finally making progress then i end up in hospital and i have taken 5 steps back it seems. it takes alot of determination to keep thinking positive and i can honestly say that im not the best at staying positive when life gets tough only because it seems life can never give me a break. on the bright side its all making me stronger and stronger and that i think is a great thing !
i don't know if its weird but i still get frustrated and sometimes mad when people complain about a common cold or being so busy they don't have to breathe. i think its because i wouldnt mind my biggest problem to be a cold or being to busy instead of being used to being stuck in the house because im unwell. i know most people don't understand but it would be nice if people took it into consideration every now and again. life could be worse and a cold is a lot better than other things.
an update on how i have been doing. i surprisingly have been doing good and been getting out of the house more then i have in the last 2 years. im trying not to jinx it but i think im getting better at listening to my body and not over doing it. it may be negative but i feel like something big could happen because i have been doing so well. well fingers crossed this last !
well if only i posted this blog a day sooner. yesterday i ended up having a 2 hour episode where i discovered i had been laying passed out on the floor. to say the least, there is never a dull moment in my life ! im pushing for another 3 weeks without passing out !
hope all is well with everyone. God Bless
-Hannah
i don't know if its weird but i still get frustrated and sometimes mad when people complain about a common cold or being so busy they don't have to breathe. i think its because i wouldnt mind my biggest problem to be a cold or being to busy instead of being used to being stuck in the house because im unwell. i know most people don't understand but it would be nice if people took it into consideration every now and again. life could be worse and a cold is a lot better than other things.
an update on how i have been doing. i surprisingly have been doing good and been getting out of the house more then i have in the last 2 years. im trying not to jinx it but i think im getting better at listening to my body and not over doing it. it may be negative but i feel like something big could happen because i have been doing so well. well fingers crossed this last !
well if only i posted this blog a day sooner. yesterday i ended up having a 2 hour episode where i discovered i had been laying passed out on the floor. to say the least, there is never a dull moment in my life ! im pushing for another 3 weeks without passing out !
hope all is well with everyone. God Bless
-Hannah
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